We are obsessed with the approval of others while it is not important. No one will pay more attention to you why you choose to harm yourself.
Whatever they said or did, it has no matter with you. You should follow your heart rather than to affect by other people's words.
This is your decision you have right to choose how to do it. Person don't doubt yourself. Learning to believe yourself.
When we born in the world you have a mission is to be yourself rather than to live just in order to pursuit others recognition.
Don't be afraid about others words that is not important and is not worth to affect you. I hope you will be happy and be yourself.